nu-mi apare find server?

Care ma ajuta si pe mine, am cs1.8 goiceasoft si nu stiu dece cand dau pe find servers nu se mai deschide fereastra aia cu meniu, e vreo comanda sau ceva prin optiuni care-mi poate permite redeschiderea ferestrei?

iar la CSS meniul imi apare invizibil, apare decat poza cu cs nu mai scrie find server ,quit nimic, dar sunt acolo cand dau clic nimeresc cate ceva , e ceva de la fonturi ?
Asta e ce mi-a ramas in consola de la CSS, n-am luat ban nimic ultima oara cand am jucat pur si simplu am iesit cu comanda exit, nu intaleg cum de mi s-au stricat ambele jocuri:
maxplayers set to 32
Heap: 256.00 Mb
Parsed 359 text messages
Couldn't find custom font file 'resource/HL2EP2.ttf'
Couldn't find custom font file 'materials/vgui/fonts/buttons_32.vbf'
execing config.cfg
Can't use cheat cvar cl_upspeed in multiplayer, unless the server has sv_cheats set to 1.
Can't use cheat cvar cl_forwardspeed in multiplayer, unless the server has sv_cheats set to 1.
Can't use cheat cvar cl_backspeed in multiplayer, unless the server has sv_cheats set to 1.
Can't use cheat cvar dsp_dist_max in multiplayer, unless the server has sv_cheats set to 1.
Can't use cheat cvar dsp_dist_min in multiplayer, unless the server has sv_cheats set to 1.
Can't use cheat cvar r_ambientfraction in multiplayer, unless the server has sv_cheats set to 1.
2 CPUs, Frequency: 2.2 Ghz, Features: AuthenticAMD SSE SSE2 MMX 3DNow RDTSC CMOV FCMOV
execing valve.rc
execing autoexec.cfg
execing userconfig.cfg
execing server.cfg
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sv_pure set to 1.
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couldn't exec banned_ip.cfg

PS: pana la urma s-a rezolvat dupa restart merg ambele jocuri, insa daca intru iar si joc css, se defecteaza din nou. Nu intaleg de ce naiba imi afecteaza si CS-simplu care se afla cu totul intr-un alt folder.